"Life at work is like a tree full of monkeys, all on different limbs at different levels.
Some monkeys are climbing up, some down.
The monkeys on top look down and see a tree full of smiling faces.
The monkeys on the bottom look up and see nothing but assholes."
hm...
Thursday, March 27, 2008
No I'm not finished....with...
1) hippos a.k.a. hypocrites
2) unkind people who loves gossiping about others
Why is it so hard to eradicate world of these people?
I really hate associating with hypocrites, the way they fake a smile (I've tried to fake a smile but sometimes I just get so tired of doing the equivalent, feel like I'm exercising all of my face muscles just by doing that), the way they pretend to care for you, the way they pretend to do all sorts of stuff. Bitches. Seriously what's with the two faced attitude, do you even have a spine? Oh don't preach to me how we need more friends than enemies, you create your own enemies by being a hypocrite in the very first place. It is true that we can never please everyone and eventually at some point there will be people who will dislike you but is there a need to be nice to those who dislike you and then be all bitchy behind that person's back? Sister, you're just being a spineless person by being all nice and friendly when you don't want to, stand up for what you believe in and don't excuse yourself by saying this is the way to go, or this is the one way ticket to being miss popularity.
Then there is another sort of idiots that run around the world gossiping about everyone they possibly can and why? because they are inferior deep down inside and have to gossip about others to put others down. Sure everyone gossips but malicious gossips are definite no-no's who gave you people permission to go around and gossip about what is not true or gossip about what you'll deny if confronted and what's with this large scale gossip? Low life.
Then there's another sort of bitches that should just get the hell out of my face, those who gets all jealous about you (for whatever reason) and then gossip about you, treat you like some sort of enemy or regard you as some sort of person who is undeserving of whatever you have by gossiping about you when it all started from the bitch's jealous feelings about you. What's worse is when you've actually been there for these bitches before, sometimes I really dislike you, you're horrible and disgusting and yet I have to face you now and then...sickening..
ARgghhh...irritated
1) hippos a.k.a. hypocrites
2) unkind people who loves gossiping about others
Why is it so hard to eradicate world of these people?
I really hate associating with hypocrites, the way they fake a smile (I've tried to fake a smile but sometimes I just get so tired of doing the equivalent, feel like I'm exercising all of my face muscles just by doing that), the way they pretend to care for you, the way they pretend to do all sorts of stuff. Bitches. Seriously what's with the two faced attitude, do you even have a spine? Oh don't preach to me how we need more friends than enemies, you create your own enemies by being a hypocrite in the very first place. It is true that we can never please everyone and eventually at some point there will be people who will dislike you but is there a need to be nice to those who dislike you and then be all bitchy behind that person's back? Sister, you're just being a spineless person by being all nice and friendly when you don't want to, stand up for what you believe in and don't excuse yourself by saying this is the way to go, or this is the one way ticket to being miss popularity.
Then there is another sort of idiots that run around the world gossiping about everyone they possibly can and why? because they are inferior deep down inside and have to gossip about others to put others down. Sure everyone gossips but malicious gossips are definite no-no's who gave you people permission to go around and gossip about what is not true or gossip about what you'll deny if confronted and what's with this large scale gossip? Low life.
Then there's another sort of bitches that should just get the hell out of my face, those who gets all jealous about you (for whatever reason) and then gossip about you, treat you like some sort of enemy or regard you as some sort of person who is undeserving of whatever you have by gossiping about you when it all started from the bitch's jealous feelings about you. What's worse is when you've actually been there for these bitches before, sometimes I really dislike you, you're horrible and disgusting and yet I have to face you now and then...sickening..
ARgghhh...irritated
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Feels like my whole world is crumbling down when I am sick.
I have been rather ill the past few weeks but I've been holding it in, going in for work, pushing on every single day. I know the quality of my work have slipped because I am taking way too much time to do my work and I really feel bad about it.
Then last night, body gave me a stern warning that it is tired of pushing itself to the max, my head was spinning really badly last night to the point that I was near fainting. At that moment, I asked myself, whatever for am I pushing myself so hard for? Had I stayed home previously and just fed on drowsy medicine in the day and night, I would have recovered in no time, but yet I choose to only take the medication at night and thus slowed down my process of recovery.
Doctor said I was hyperventilating and really should not stress myself and my body out, if I am sick I should just rest and not push on to the extend that I hyperventilate and let my fingertips and toes turn all numb and cold, she said if this continues it is only sooner or later that I will pass out one day and may just damage my organs? Problem is when I push myself (supposedly so), I don't feel the strain, perhaps like what my friend said, you think you're not but your body is feeling the strain.
At the crucial moment just before I thought I was going to pass out, I asked myself why am I doing what I am doing, I didn't study to get a law degree to push myself that hard that my body can no longer support the mind and is rebelling against it.
A fellow colleague told me, health is the most important, if you don't take care of yourself, nobody will. And that is just so true, so after this chain of medical leave, I am so going to take care of myself. I must not give priority to work. New year resolution number 1.
I have been rather ill the past few weeks but I've been holding it in, going in for work, pushing on every single day. I know the quality of my work have slipped because I am taking way too much time to do my work and I really feel bad about it.
Then last night, body gave me a stern warning that it is tired of pushing itself to the max, my head was spinning really badly last night to the point that I was near fainting. At that moment, I asked myself, whatever for am I pushing myself so hard for? Had I stayed home previously and just fed on drowsy medicine in the day and night, I would have recovered in no time, but yet I choose to only take the medication at night and thus slowed down my process of recovery.
Doctor said I was hyperventilating and really should not stress myself and my body out, if I am sick I should just rest and not push on to the extend that I hyperventilate and let my fingertips and toes turn all numb and cold, she said if this continues it is only sooner or later that I will pass out one day and may just damage my organs? Problem is when I push myself (supposedly so), I don't feel the strain, perhaps like what my friend said, you think you're not but your body is feeling the strain.
At the crucial moment just before I thought I was going to pass out, I asked myself why am I doing what I am doing, I didn't study to get a law degree to push myself that hard that my body can no longer support the mind and is rebelling against it.
A fellow colleague told me, health is the most important, if you don't take care of yourself, nobody will. And that is just so true, so after this chain of medical leave, I am so going to take care of myself. I must not give priority to work. New year resolution number 1.
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