I guess I worried a little too much the day before. I guess this is what happens when you compare and contrast, you lose sight of who you are and the many wonderful things you can do and accomplish. Somehow the grass is never greener just of different shades that's all, this is what I've come to understand. Someone once said that to me and I guess I brushed away that too quickly and forgotten all about it. It's a simple phrase really, but it speaks volume.

I guess comparing and contrasting are healthy once in awhile to pump the adrenalin, to get you going, to motivate you, but it's not everything. One should not let it consume him/herself completely, moderation is the key. So glad I've figured things out. Sometimes all I need is time to reflect and remember who I am and what I have done and what I can accomplish. Oh well we all get silly moments where our minds are clouded. :)